Dear
God,
I am
sorry not to take the path You made
My
forgiveness to obey the spoke You whisper
My
apologized to ignore Your prohibition
I am
sorry to travel alone without Your guide
Dear
God,
Maybe I
am to proud to myself
My
confidence to choose all my path alone
This
greed that wanting more than I need
Now I am
lost in the middle of nowhere
Stand between
the dark cold scary valley
This
darkness makes me loose my sight
The fog
does not allowed me to see the light
Dear
God,
Slowly
my conscious turn to madness
This
eyes getting blurry and shaded
The
sound of nature fading away I can not hear
My body
is numb I can not even stand
Dear
God,
I know I
just a sinner
Disgrace
my self with all my sins
Throw
away your blessing grace
Now I
just turn into something I am not
Dear
God,
Please
take my soul away
To take
Your undying conviction
I do not
deserve to live this life no more